Forever more and evermore:

You are my love, I hold so dear...

I love you so, always and forever my darling boy...

my precious boy, I see you clear mine and always

You came to me when I needed you most, know this my precious soul, you were always meant to be..

When I held you in my arms that very first time. my heart and soul told me one thing I must protect this precious gift of life ..

I force myself to walk after the C section only hours after so I could make sure you would not be on your own in that room for your first hours on earth so sacred so...

I heard them go "Miss Edwards Miss Edwards" calling to me to have help but no I must do this myself as I walked pain...I was not sure how, not sure what, but it was that one soul element love non other than traditional love forever more...

You are my love, I hold you dear forever more and ever more

I see you I'll, I want to take away that nasty bug but I feel you ease as I hold you tight in my arms.... hold so dearly tight...

You feel my soul, my love so deep, my energy more knowing "mummy got me, she is here with me forever more"

You are my love, I hold you dear forever more and ever more

You have my love, you have my soul, you have my bed whatever you need for mummy is here throughout this bug to make sure you get what you need.

I will watch you close, stay with you close, check your head. Keep you calm, keep you ease you are my boy....

I carried you for months, I felt and heard you before you came into this world, I knew one element to protect this precious gift....

You are my love, I hold you dear forever more and ever more

whatever you need I'm here for ever more...

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