Forever Lost In My Head
What's a home without love?
From the day he proposed
to the day he said no,
I pictured myself
in a happy home.
Every night before I ended my time
overseas,
I closed my eyes and pictured
our forever home.
We’d have a big house
that stood out in the neighborhood.
Visiting friends would know
which house
was ours.
Every room in our house
had a shelf full of books
for us to escape
when other humans
exhausted us.
We’d take turns cooking
our favorite meals.
I’d find dishes from
the days overseas,
and he’d find favorites
from our childhood
and more.
And we both had time
to work on our dreams
from home.
His business would boom,
and I’d create
and change the world,
and he, his children, and I
would see more of the world
as a family.
But that home is in my head.
What once was clear
is a fading picture now.
I never should’ve got on that plane.
I never should’ve said yes.
I never should’ve opened up
and handed out the tools
to my destruction
with a smile.
I might have a place
to rest my head,
but without love,
I have no home.
About the Creator
Alfie Jane
A wandering soul who writes about anything and everything. Former expat, future cook and writer. Will take any challenge that comes her way.
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