Because I was unripe,
I couldn’t sense your eyes communication
your echoed laugh in making fun of me
always taking your insults in a nice way
eventually outmanned from six to one
.
My juvenile intellect,
ignoring your evil secrets
linking with my ‘precious fate’
never did I backed off
to my sixth sense I turned a blind eye
.
What did I ever do wrong to you?
you let me guess it myself, furthermore
jumping into various conclusions
through accusing myself
my journey led into anguish
.
Maybe because I was hideous?
comments on my appearance; nightmare
tried to change myself, a zillion times
As of now my true self is never to be found
every bit of credit referring to you
.
Don’t dwell on the past they say
but every bit of present takes me back to trauma
running towards rainbows was all I did
my choice you detested
very foolish
.
Bustling kid, I was
a smile pasted always
never out of my imagination world
swapped into down imagery
sound of my hushed cry through the night
someone may perceive
persistently fretted
.
Not me wanting to summon notably
your impressions in my head
I can visualize it very well
if this ever appears at twelve o’ clock
I’m sure you’ll disgust me even more
.
Full of imperfections was I
that’s what gave you a chance perhaps
but never was I so immature
your nastiness reflected well by your eyes
.
I was the defective one, possibly
other crews too had great laughs with you
while I was only a subject of laugh
around endmost era
I perceived myself solitary
in a gigantic abyss
.
Until then, whole planet had misconception
fallacy they has inside
mistook me as a detached deer
but little they knew
I was, I am a lone wolf
.
About the Creator
Riju Chaulagai
I am in my early 20s and I have been writing poems for a couple of years now.
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Nice work
Very well written. Keep up the good work!
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Excellent storytelling
Original narrative & well developed characters
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