FOE SHADOW

Because I was unripe,

I couldn’t sense your eyes communication

your echoed laugh in making fun of me

always taking your insults in a nice way

eventually outmanned from six to one

.

My juvenile intellect,

ignoring your evil secrets

linking with my ‘precious fate’

never did I backed off

to my sixth sense I turned a blind eye

.

What did I ever do wrong to you?

you let me guess it myself, furthermore

jumping into various conclusions

through accusing myself

my journey led into anguish

.

Maybe because I was hideous?

comments on my appearance; nightmare

tried to change myself, a zillion times

As of now my true self is never to be found

every bit of credit referring to you

.

Don’t dwell on the past they say

but every bit of present takes me back to trauma

running towards rainbows was all I did

my choice you detested

very foolish

.

Bustling kid, I was

a smile pasted always

never out of my imagination world

swapped into down imagery

sound of my hushed cry through the night

someone may perceive

persistently fretted

.

Not me wanting to summon notably

your impressions in my head

I can visualize it very well

if this ever appears at twelve o’ clock

I’m sure you’ll disgust me even more

.

Full of imperfections was I

that’s what gave you a chance perhaps

but never was I so immature

your nastiness reflected well by your eyes

.

I was the defective one, possibly

other crews too had great laughs with you

while I was only a subject of laugh

around endmost era

I perceived myself solitary

in a gigantic abyss

.

Until then, whole planet had misconception

fallacy they has inside

mistook me as a detached deer

but little they knew

I was, I am a lone wolf

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