I feel like helium trapped inside a balloon
Light and transparent
Just floating along with the wind
Traveling without a purpose, Inconsistent
***
Another obstacle at every bend
One false move or action
I’ll explode
Running without detecting traction
***
I’m going nowhere
I’m slipping, falling
Grasping for something solid of who I should be
Instead, I hit the ground abruptly
***
nothing feels real to me
I’m trying my hardest to be functional today
but I can barely find the words to say
An apology for being who I am today
***
Give it a break
Let it go
They’re just words
but they’re charging into me as if they’re herds of horses
***
I can’t find peace
I wish the inconsistency would cease
I’m sorry for who I am today
I’m sorry for the constant apology
About the Creator
Lyndsie Jines
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"MULTIVERSE IN TIME"
I chose this song as I have been singing this tune as an eccentric eclectic artist as a woman of 74 years of age. i am not your conventional old lady nor was your conventional young lady. I am a free spirit of sorts. I am empath who have met many patriarchal societies of many men who were so into their manly egos of testosterones without a tear and thought they could control me as a human being. I choose to walk in the light, to care about humanity. If that is political or Godly and they don't like that about me so, be it. It is a good day today. This was written because it's not all about me, but other women in the same situations.
By Vicki Lawana Trusselli 3 days ago in Poets
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