Flatline

It's stopped hurting.

I've wanted it to stop for so long.

I'm not sure how I feel about this though.

I feel as though I've reached a flatline.

Things that used to hurt don't bother me anymore.

Things that used to excite me don't excite me anymore.

I feel so indifferent.

You don't even seem real.

I really don't think I like this feeling.

I'd rather have pain.

Or would I?

I'm not sure-

not sure of anything.

Will I ever be satisfied?

I don't think I will.

Not until you're back.

I really don't think I like this feeling.

I'm not even sure that's what I'd call it...

a feeling.

It's just so

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