Find Your Fins

Thoughts swirling round and round

Feel like I am going to drown

Broken heart beating still

Wanna run but can't

Wanna escape there is nowhere to go

Curl up in a ball and cry

Wanna just die

Can't give up now

Can’t hide how I feel

I wish it was different

But what would have made it

Regret is a vicious circle

Just wanna break the cycle’

Fuck the hurt fuck the pain

End it all Stop the game

Break the habit Fuck the rest

Sore from hurt and back to beast

I won't let you fall stand on your feet

Says the inner mermaid swim

Just swim and find your fins