Where have you gone
I no longer feel you here
You used to live inside me
My heart, my shadow, my mirror
Now the memory of you
Is a ghost in my mainframe
Were you ever really here
Or a figment of my braingame
These mental Olympics
That I’m destined to lose
Because I’m playing myself
In a game with no rules
Why did you leave me
Without a warning or wave
Abandoned and lonely
In a world painted grey
There’s no color without you
It’s all the same hue
Dark and depressing
A miserable view
Black clouds blot my sky
As I sail through the storm
In a boat made of paper
To perilous shores
When you were still with me
I could see through these rains
But now when it pours
I get stuck in the stormdrains
Like a leaf in the wind
That’s been shed and forgotten
I’ve been forsaken
In this rain gutter rotting
Wasting away
Turning slowly to dust
In this stage of decay
My tears turn to rust
Sometimes I still see you
In the lines on my face
A glimpse here and there
Where you left a small trace
A cruel, cold reminder
That you used to be with me
Until without any reason
You began to forget me
Now years have passed
Will I ever hold you again
Or will you stay out of touch
Like a fairweather friend
Only here when I’m fine
Which is so seldom lately
And nowhere to find
When I need you to save me
I wish you didn’t go
I hoped that we’d stick together
And hold each other close
To the ends of forever
But you left me to face
This cruel world on my own
And learn the hard way that
No place feels like home
I just want you back
Please, if you still exist
Come back to me soon
My bygone happiness
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Oh, every line was so intentional and I could feel the longing. Well done ❤️
Wow!! This is fantastic! This is so heartfelt and emotional. You have so many amazing lines and creative language here. I really love this, “ Now the memory of you Is a ghost in my mainframe Were you ever really here Or a figment of my braingame” Excellent!! 😍