Faul

I haven't had a job in over a year

The entire time I've only felt like part

of a person

Unworthy of joy or love or peace

The guilt is so overwhelming

I can hardly breathe

Getting high blunts it enough to function

But I'm losing touch with reality

Subsumed by social media

Drowning in an ocean of injustice and rage

and hate

So much hate

I don't know where to put it all