Falling to Forget

choosing you was one way of leaving you

leaving you was two ways to fall

falling to forget those time when we laugh

forget about falling

if i wasn’t able to catch

wishing for the world to fall down on me

saying forgiveness was just a dream

forging your name on my scars

if jumping wasn’t enough to blame the sidelines

waking up hearing you in my mind

Was enough to read in our times

killing me inside felt two worlds apart

knowing your not here tore my feelings

adjusting to my feet that its stand still and never depart

falling to forget was never the goal

its was being there for and coming up a plan

saying you miss me was my everyday la la land

without it , it came like a dead end

ending like it was dead

wishing you beside my bed

feeling like your inside my head

holding you there ,

feels likes a million pieces waiting to be said

but hearing it was falling into shreds

knowing your words melts into my head waiting to come back

like no one had.