Fallen Alien Girl

i can no longer keep it inside of me. you see.

i’m always on the outside looking in. but i keep it bottled as it’s the only way i feel a part of anything.

it’s mine to keep

and although it makes me weak

it keeps me alive. it makes me feel like i belong. like i’m a part of something. like i’m with them.

but the truth is i’m alone. i’m my greatest company. i’m from far, far away.

a

foreign land

i

do not know

i just keep falling

everything feels so alien. but they all flow smoothly with the water. so, it must be me. fallen from a place they call hell.