Explosion of Emotions

Slowly, the sink started overflowing

with feelings, I can’t describe

and emotions I can’t quite conceive.

I imagine myself flowing along a cold river,

where my numb body will match my

numb emotions,

and it’ll be then that i’ll understand how

numb-like life can be.

how painful,

how resentful i can be of people that know what they’re gonna do in life

of who they're going to love for the rest of their life of what they will become of how they will raise their children

While I?

I am a lost water droplet lost in the coldest of rivers,

Yet supposed to be part of the warm rain instead.