Expecting
by Alana Leonard
The moon shines brightly above,
A silver coin in the sky.
In me, a small life grows,
Shifting with the moonrise.
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Sleep does not come easily.
Each time I begin to doze,
Images flash behind my eyes,
Just minutes after they close.
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They range from silly to terrifying,
My fears manifesting as dreams,
From eating foods I should not eat,
To coming apart at the seams.
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One night I dreamed such terrors,
Of birth and hospitals and black veins.
Which climbed eerily across my chest,
Although I felt no pain.
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I tried to find someone to help me,
Carrying my little one around,
But no one could understand me,
As if I weren’t making a sound.
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I soon realized my husband was gone,
And as I checked my phone,
Each photo of us disappeared,
And I realized I was alone.
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My memories disappeared too,
And I couldn’t remember the birth.
Though I held the baby in my arms,
I collapsed crying to the earth.
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As I sobbed on the floor of the hospital,
I slowly began to come to.
I was in my bed in my bedroom,
And the sky was lightening to blue.
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My husband slept soundly beside me,
And the birds were beginning to tweet.
As I closed my eyes to sleep once more,
I felt my baby kick its little feet.
About the Creator
Alana S. Leonard
A long-time lover of reading and writing.
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