Existential Prison
Is there really another way?
Existential Prison
I sit here every day
In my own private autonomic cell.
It’s invisible except to those that
Have also freed themselves from hell.
It’s dressed in skin, muscle, blood,
And basic organs I need to contain and sustain
This miserable flood.
I haven’t been able to break free or
See a way out….until now.
The terror of being away from this putrid
Home I have survived for decades is crippling.
I fight the urge daily to ignore
The tunnel of light growing ever dwindling.
My face has now felt the light and
Tasted the sweet breeze of ecstasy
Of those whose walls have
Fallen before me.
Each day I break a little farther away
From this infernal cage I call life.
I can only meditate and hang onto
My guide, the alternative, unending strife.
Unceasing trial, pain that creeps
Ever nearer closer than my breath;
The alternatives are these facing me
At alarming, stunning depth.
Moments of peace, more precious than any jewel
Or metal, frequenting my soul.
Never have I lived before these, rules
Still cloud my dying, decaying mind. Whole
Scenarios of my former way, playing
Like grainy stripped movies, while
On the outside, only weighing.
About the Creator
Laura Carlozzi
Budding writer looking for a good home platform. Hi!
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