Endlessly Stuck...

I feel stuck... Trapped somewhere far from myself, In a deep, dark hole, An unending loop Filled with sorrow and disappointment, Caught between dreams and reality. A demon watches me, Its eyes burning with vengeance and anger, Always there, Guarding against even a fleeting smile. When I feel this presence, My energy drains, My soul consumed, Sucked dry by the demon's relentless grasp. Its faint sounds Make my heart race, Pushing me further Into an intense, shadowed forest With no way out. I want to brighten my world, To reclaim my light. For a moment, I rise— Fueled by thoughts of hope, Building a day meant for me. But then, it whispers... "You don’t deserve happiness, Not even a fragment. You are unfit for your dreams." That monster, So beautiful, so cruel, Ensures I stay exactly Where it wants me to be. This feeling of being stuck— An endless saga. Stuck in this realm, no time, no place, Wandering dreams I cannot chase. When will the light find its way to me? For now,

I’m lost in eternity....