Endless Reasoning

My thoughts keep spooking

For reason im looking

Yet it is nowhere to find

And the same problem is making me blind

Searching for something which seams to run

And at the same time ruin what is supposed to be fun

The quest itself is what brings me pain

In need of distraction to keep myself sane

This diversion is just a place to hide

But its in a hut that's on a downhill slide

The road wouldn't be hard if I didn't need to rest

But accepting pain and relief is part of the test