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Elegy for the Writer

Traces of a Life Written, Now at Rest

By Tim CarmichaelPublished 7 months ago • 2 min read

The desk has become a tideline

of what was once a shore.

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The jars of ink have hardened into obsidian,

their depths no longer stirred

by the frantic search for a beginning.

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He was a man who inhabited

the narrow space

between a thought and the first black stroke,

a tenant of the white margin,

always turning into the wind of a sentence

to see where the vowels might scatter.

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Loss did not manifest with a roar.

It was a slow unspooling,

a gradual thinning of the paper,

until his handwriting became a ghost

of its former strength,

the loops of the letters stretching

as if reaching for a meaning

that kept drifting just past the edge of the wood.

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The absence shows up in the objects left behind:

the stack of yellowing legal pads,

the brass paperweight

that no longer has anything to hold.

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The stillness in this room is full of the things

he started but never released,

a thousand unfinished bridges

built toward a land he could no longer see.

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He lived for the friction of the mind

against the flat, unyielding field.

He knew the precise pull of a noun,

how a single word could anchor a memory

or set a whole life adrift.

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Now the meter of his heart

has finally untethered from the line.

The metaphors have unhooked their claws,

and the adjectives have let go of their colors.

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There is no longer a need for the scratching of the metal,

the desperate hunt

for the exact curve of an 'S'

or the sharp tug of a 'T.'

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What remains is the trace of the effort.

It sits in the indentation left on the blotter,

a faint map of a journey through the night.

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The poem he was always writing

has finally reached its perfect state,

a clarity that requires no ink,

a music that needs no ear to be heard.

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He has become the very thing

he spent a lifetime trying to describe:

the wide, unprinted space,

the hush that is not empty,

the light that stays after the lamp is gone.

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About the Creator

Tim Carmichael

Let your becoming be louder than your fear, and your smallest steps become the road you once thought impossible to walk. An Appalachian poet and cookbook author my book Beautiful and Brutal Things is on Amazon, Link šŸ‘‡

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    Written by Tim Carmichael