Eclipsed

Looking through my own eyes

Yet I see only your vision

Searching for my own way

All I find is your path

We are supposed to walk side by side

Yet I am always that step back

Our tracks but a single set

As my prints are inset in yours

…

I wanted to build a life for us

To be joint architects of a home

But the blueprint is solely yours

A blueprint for a single story abode

Your story

Within which I am but a minor character

…

I wanted to integrate our lives

Instead I am subsumed

I wanted to be your life’s partner

Instead I am your mirror

Reflecting only your self-perceived glory

As the moon reflects the sun's light

My job to support, adore, uphold

My accomplishments are yours

Your accomplishments … also yours

…

This ring upon my finger

Meant symbolize a partnership

A joining of two souls

Equal, loving, caring…

This ring may as well instead

Be inset in my nose

For your lead rope to be tied to

…

When did this happen?

When did I become solely your shadow?

My identity tied solely to yours

It is time, for me to step out

Step back into the light

Breathe free air under the sun

Where I am not eclipsed

…

I wish you well

But this mouse you trapped

In a gilded cage

Needs to be a free lioness

A lioness with an identity of her own

It is time for me to roar

…

Goodbye