E & M

Dear M,

Today it felt like meeting you for the first time. The same person in a new light, still hitting you just right, as always. There isn't an environment where you wouldn’t be found beautiful. I wathced you as we danced around our truth holding on to the words that lay just behind our lips. I wish we could have sealed them with a kiss because I’d stay locked within your silence, just to remain in your presence, even if it means I say less about how I truly feel. I dream of the day that our love becomes real and I can say all of the things that have been bottled up since the day that I met you.

-E

Dear E,

Today was spent daydreaming, eyes leading to my destruction, a body that moves gracefully through her space. My mind recording images of you during moments we haven't yet had. Hopefully creating the reality where our love becomes real because today I feel I exist between your shoulder blades. A space where my love planted its roots and sprouted branches to your brain. These thoughts of you have become the only thing keeping me sane, movies of our memories that are constantly removing me from my pain. And I wonder if you see me too, I wonder how you've been watching from your point of view, have you been dreaming of me too?

-M