Dumb Bitch

the first girl I’ve ever loved in my heart

i can’t make a poem for her i struggle to describe her love

i am a ball of unfinished clay that constantly fucks up

she knows mackaton and the liturgies of stephen king

i know how to be lazy then make everyone cringe

she knows how to help and care for children with runny noses all filled with snot

i know how to steal champagne bottles and not get caught

she is angry at me and reasonably so

i am not a good man more a dumb bitch

i left our love rotting gasping for air in in a bottomless ditch

spider of my heart who weaves my mind a new perspective

nicky i love you and all the joy you have brought

i'm an avatar of the devil that may just cry

the day i burnt your heart reckless stupid

dejected distraught.. I will forever be asking myself-

you stupid dumb bitch. Why?