Doomed…
I feel like we are destined to be apart
That life has thrown us a twisted curve.
I’ll only be able to admire your smile from afar.
Destined to love you at a distance.
My anxiety is killing me
I just want the truth
Are we doomed to be miserable?
And apart
~
I refuse to play games
I refuse to be just another woman in your life
I refuse to be another trophy
Or a pawn
~
It’s so dark
In this space alone
There’s only light at the sound of your voice
Am I prepared to lose?
This not knowing is weighing me down
Washing over my face
And making it difficult to breathe again
~
It doesn’t matter if I lose
I’ll always be in love with you.
It seems like this is destined to fail,
But I’ll be there regardless
I’m standing,
I’m drowning,
I’m trying to understand,
Everything about you.
About the Creator
Alisha Wilkins
I've been writing my whole life. Writing about realms to escape in, forbidden characters to fall in love with, and using writing as my muse and refuge. Sometimes writing opens up the soul to healing, learning, and eventually to living again
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Comments (2)
I feel this on a deep level. There will always be him even if it's not meant to be...I'll always love him. I can't help myself, just like you can't help yourself. I guess we have to learn to focus on and love ourselves more but damn is that hard! Love you sis!
How raw and heart wrenching! A very poignant piece!