don't wait to love him
nothing really matters
Nothing makes you more in love
Than him dying
Nothing makes you appreciate him
Like his absence
You want to be better
But why even bother?
He’s gone
And nothing you do matters.
***
The memories flood your head
All day long
He’s everywhere
Even where he’s never been before.
***
He’s in your dreams
You hug him
Never want to let go
You wake up
Alone
For the rest of your life
He’s gone.
***
He’s everywhere
But somehow not existing
He took his last breath
Taking all the air out of your system.
***
The regret consumes you
The blame shatters your heart.
You’d give anything
To turn back the clock.
***
Whatever happens
Doesn’t really matter
He’s gone
He took your heart
Fucked your life
Left you alone
Broke your soul
Tore everything you knew apart.
***
Now you’re here
To pick up the pieces.
Heartless
Broken
Alone
Cleaning up all the messes.
About the Creator
Martyna Dearing
Martyna Dearing joined vocal right after COVID started in April 2020. Since then she got a few Top Stories, republished her book "Green Card Marriage", and is about to release another one titled "Loved, Death, and In Between".
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The soul careened blindly through a void where it scraped against the walls of a narrow tunnel, amassing a cumulative friction that created all the heat the devil would ever need to torment it. There was no light at the end, not even a fire. From the bottom a cold wind blew, and the clash of extremities spawned vapors of terror in the deadened and numbed appendage that was this strange, delirious, drunken consciousness.
By C. Rommial Butler7 days ago in Fiction
Comments (2)
Very powerful
Hugs ...such precious words and so elegantly stated with all the emotions.