Do You Still Like Him?

People always ask me...

"Do you still like him?"

But the most important question is...

"Does he like me?"

There's something about him

Something that I can't seem to let go of

And maybe he's the one

The one I like the most that will forever stick with me

Because it's the only person who has ever received all of me

But most of all

No matter what

A piece of me forever remains left behind

Left behind in the heart of the one I liked

A piece no other person who crosses paths could ever get

No matter what

The piece hold innocences

The belief that someone that I like could ever like me back

It holds friendship and pain

Trial and error

That one kiss I'll never forget

And that night of stars I can never get back

It holds youth

And everything I thought happiness would be

Now I find myself alone

With only memories that I wish I had cherished more of

I feel like I'm waiting for something

Something that isn't going to happen

And I wish I was kissing you instead of missing you

And I don't know why...

Why I'm so afraid to lose you

When you aren't even mine

I'm too shy to tell you how I feel

So I hide behind timid smiles

And soft hellos

Hoping that one day I'll be yours