Do You See Me?

When you look down upon me.

When you see my eyes of blue.

Do you see the ocean of tears?

These tears I cry for you.

They say that time will heal.

These unseen scars the broken heart which still remains

Will these scars heal?

Or am I forever to bare this pain?

There are times at night, where I cry myself to sleep.

Times I feel so lost, times I shout and scream.

Sometimes I sit, I hope and wish.

Please awaken me from this tragic dream.

Alas reality is cruel still so.

The truth I've always known.

I could wait until eternity.

Nothing, no one shall ever bring you back home.

If only I could turn back time.

To that dark and haunting day.

If I could have showed you how special you are.

Could I have made you stay?

I try to imagine my future.

What is my purpose in life?

Sometimes I hide, hoping all will end.

At the bottom of a bottle or that blood stained knife.

The times I know you saved me.

All those mistakes So many I would have died.

I may be lost for now, but I'm sure my way in life i'll find.

Until the day we meet again, I promise to do my best, all I ask of you big brother.... Please always stay by my side.