Do You See Me?
This is a poem I wrote when I was thinking of my brother who took his life, I write either to express my emotion or through inspiration and I have been writing poems since I was little.
When you look down upon me.
When you see my eyes of blue.
Do you see the ocean of tears?
These tears I cry for you.
They say that time will heal.
These unseen scars the broken heart which still remains
Will these scars heal?
Or am I forever to bare this pain?
There are times at night, where I cry myself to sleep.
Times I feel so lost, times I shout and scream.
Sometimes I sit, I hope and wish.
Please awaken me from this tragic dream.
Alas reality is cruel still so.
The truth I've always known.
I could wait until eternity.
Nothing, no one shall ever bring you back home.
If only I could turn back time.
To that dark and haunting day.
If I could have showed you how special you are.
Could I have made you stay?
I try to imagine my future.
What is my purpose in life?
Sometimes I hide, hoping all will end.
At the bottom of a bottle or that blood stained knife.
The times I know you saved me.
All those mistakes So many I would have died.
I may be lost for now, but I'm sure my way in life i'll find.
Until the day we meet again, I promise to do my best, all I ask of you big brother.... Please always stay by my side.
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