Chief Complaint
Patient reports:
alternating between flooding and drought.
Pulse: wading.
Blood pressure: holding its breath.
History of Present Illness
When asked when symptoms began
patient responded:
when someone taught me
love could be revoked.
Affection
came with terms and conditions.
Forever
was always printed
in disappearing ink.
Assessment
Patient exhibits
catastrophic anticipation,
memorizing
every exit
before anyone
reaches
for the doorknob.
Patient displays
unstable relationships
marked by the pull and release
of tides
that can’t determine
where the ocean ends
and land begins.
Patient reports
an unstable sense of self.
Describes experience of identity
failing to remain recognizable
between encounters.
Differential Diagnosis
Rule out: thyroid dysfunction.
Rule out: substance-induced mood disorder.
Rule out: bipolar spectrum disorder–episodic, not pervasive.
Rule out: complex PTSD-dysregulated, but not this hungry for love.
Plan
Continue diagnostic evaluation.
Monitor affective variability.
Return if symptoms persist.
Return if abandonment seems imminent.
Return if every silence sounds final.
Patient advised:
do not confuse recognition with resolution
Final Impression
Patient meets criteria for Borderline Personality Disorder.
Etiology: multifactorial.
Duration: unknown.
Prognosis: beyond the scope of this report.
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Tina D. Lopez
I’m just a human trying to make it in this world. I write about heartbreak, loneliness, longing, anger, family—all the things I can’t seem to leave alone. Everything I write is about me, even when it’s about someone else.
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