Depression

As I was sleeping I felt my sadness and pain floating around in my chest. I felt a heaviness penetrating its way to my soul. The linger of darkness inside myself. I wake up and my feelings hit me all at once. As if I'm physically dying and mentally slipping away. It's as though all my suffering is in this black energy ball trying to escape the maze path my body set up. It can't seem to get out, so it lies on my chest and creeps in my mind. Haunting me of my past, sins, hardship and sorrow. That is my depression wanting to escape a body with no exit, and a mind too scared to fight back.