You will always live your life with your demons. Everyone has demons.
Everyone. I also believe that ghosts and monsters are real. But they
don't live under our beds or in our closets, oh no... they live in our
heads. And sometimes, no matter how hard you fight, they win. And
when they do, you get to the point where they smother you, almost
literally. You can feel that pressure on your chest, and inside your
head, and no matter how hard you try to scream, or how loud, those
cries will never reach the outside world. And in that moment, you've
lost. You've become their rag doll, to do what they wish with, until
they are satisfied with themselves, and they'll recede back into their
hiding spot inside of you. But oh no, that's not the end. They'll come
back stronger, and win again. You'll come to a point where you'll find
yourself staring at a wall, and in that moment, nothing but your
internal fight to keep yourself exists. Everything and everyone else is
void. And the worst part is, you can't let yourself ask for help. Because
what would anyone say? They'd call you crazy, and they could never
understand how truly helpless you are in that moment. No, your
demons are a battle you must fight alone. Forever.
And they will win.
Every
time.
About the Creator
Becca M
Hi! I'm 22 years old, I love music, and live off of Cherry Pepsi and books. I love writing poetry about my experiences, my battle with mental illness, and my emotions. 🖤
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