When it's real and pure
That's when I'll know for sure
Not ready to call me yours... but
You're still standing at my door
Heartbroken to the core
Constantly asking you for more
Not ready to be called yours
I guess we're both keeping score
If love is a for-sure feeling
How come I never know
How come you always go?
... We're just going with the flow
Merry go round now you're putting on a show
Take me for a ride & my feelings I set aside
Yet when you leave... to my friends I'm crying why?
In your face still acting shy
If you really wanna play, I can be your Jekyll & Hyde
ball is in your court
why does it have to be this way
Rationalizing with myself like Girl, why won't you ever stay?
Text messages in your phone, explaining how I'm done
paragraph 2, like "all the shit you put me through!"
paragraph 3, now you think I'm crazy and you're happy to be free
Sending pointless memes like you can't keep playing me,
In turn, I get the fifth degree
I need you to hear the things that I don't say
Will you hear me loud and clear the moment I walk away
But another man can't come and play
Hide and seek
There's no time to cheat
On this man for a man who isn't claiming me
If I could hand you my tears in jar
You'd understand how scared I was the last time you walked to the lot where you parked
Reminiscing on what we could've been
Final destination
Cause this is the end
This is something I have to dead
I guess its just a memory
I guess you're just a friend to me
I'm only here to say goodbye since
I can't live with regrets in peace
One more thing...
Dear love,
There's no forgetting me
About the Creator
Nariah Fernandez
Is an aspiring author who was raised in Jersey, enjoys movie nights and amusement parks with her elementary aged daughter & also blogs at www.2daystea.wordpress.com
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