Daynight Dreams

No one knows my day-night dream

A constant vision im forced to see

I invite you to step into my world of darkness

Graze the blade just to feel the sharpness

The darkness in my soul

Young body but entity of a man who's old

The way I yearn for toxic love

The love I'll never get

Yet the only love I'll accept

Darkened by a painful past

My future is so hard to grasp

So clouded, almost blinded eyes

You'd think by now I'd realize

To break the cycle would be the best thing

But I've grown accustomed to suffering

So stuck by my own doing but it would seem

I can't wake up from my day-night dream

For I was never even asleep

My day dream lasts into the night

It's not at all a pleasant sight

But it is my world, it's what I see

It feels the way it's supposed to be