Darkness

I'm searching for love that can't be found the days seem shorter but the nights last a lifetime I breathe the toxic air hoping to die. It's hard to live in a world full of hate. Killing for pleasure brings shine to my cruel mind. I lay hopeless on this platform awaiting my death. My creative thoughts help me survive this tragic lane. Pass by the city see the lights behind every soul is a story waiting to unfold. See the past understand the present. Pray for the lifeless love with the broken, everyday watch them open. The body laying next to me has no purpose of life but is beautiful. That's the devil's true nature of evil. Looking out the window feeling amused. The painted walls bring life to the loneliness inside. The dark calls me name, screams for forgiveness as the light eases the pain. I lay on this empty bed listening to the sound of horrid screams. My head pounding wanting to explode. I need help But doesn't need me. I keep the voice inside my head asleep, don't awaken the darkness as it feeds of your loving soul, laughs at your pain and makes it cold.