Darkness

i dont feel like myself

idk how i feel

just know that my moods aren't right

...it doesn't seem real...

the dark comes and swallows me whole

and thats when the thoughts

start to unfold

i close my eyes and get some sleep

but its nothing but darkness

...theres no dreams

hours go by and i suddenly wake up

i had hoped that these thoughts were gone,

but apprently they're stuck

i go back to sleep. everything seems fine.

for a little bit

i can leave this world behind..

theres a warm sensation on my face

its the sun

bringing me back from the empty space

i wake up and my day begins

but i know it wont last long

because when the sun goes down

ill be back in that place again...