Dark Thoughts

sometimes I feel like dying.

& it's not a common thought

sometimes I feel like dying

but I would never do any harm

sometimes I feel like dying

bc I don't want to keep striving on

sometimes I feel like dying

bc I just want to be gone

sometimes I feel like dying

but people don't understand

sometimes you feel like dying

just so you can reach the end

the end of all the chaos

the end of all the fights

the end of all the immaturity

who don't know how to act

but then I think

even I could be that person

who thinks she knows the answers

but deep down is lost

& when I think about how lost I truly am

I start to shake

I start to quiver

and think I need to die

so sometimes I just feel like dying

I want to ask what, how, where, why

I want to scream and yell and cry

I want to understand, I want to end the madness

sometimes I feel like dying

that's just simply how it is

sometimes I feel like dying

dying it eventually is