When I think of her I think of scars.
She told me when she touches them
they remind her of the cuts;
of how the cuts made her feel,
“It’s a purge,” she said,
“a sense of being real.”
She spoke to me with honesty
of the incremental cost
at destroying the things she had held so dear,
now unintentionally lost.
Of how, through her inner turmoil,
she could meet the girl she used to be,
and how, together, they kept their torment hidden
for their scars were not for all to see.
And behind closed eyes she holds the hand
of the child that hides within,
and they stow away from darkened skies
and the shadow of adult sin.
I imagined meeting her
on the euthymic stage
where we could dance around
the swings and swirls,
but faceless is the chosen way
for most of those concerned.
When I think of her I think of scars.
She told me when she touches them
they remind her of the cuts;
of how the cuts made her feel.
That tiny ounce of validity,
that sense of being real.
And now she waits patiently
for the fresh lines to heal
so she can once again, determinedly,
put to work the steel.
I imagine her voice as choral refrains
in chaotic discordant bars,
and every time I think of her
I always think of scars.
About the Creator
Marc Hawkins
I am a contemporary artist, a poet and an occasional blogger based in Cornwall with a love for expression through paintings and the written word.
See more here: www.marchawkins.org
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