Contemplation

Contemplation Poem

I help with your problems

I always have

but

Can I talk to you about mine

I feel like I shouldn't

bUt

Who should I talk to with my issues

I don't want to bother you

buT

I don't want this to eat away at me

Cause then things will get worse

But

I'm supposed to be happy

I'm supposed to be fun

BUt

Acting is becoming extremely hard

I'm starting to breakdown

BUT

I'm actually quite used to it

I'll be fine, I promise

Synopsis of "Contemplation"

'Contemplation' was originally written in December and under the title of 'But.' At the time I was in a relationship where my feelings weren't really being...acknowledged. And in all honesty, I'm pretty used to it. So I wrote out my feelings and tried to forget about it to go on with life. It's not a good method at all, I don't recommend it.