Contagion
Hurt People Hurt People
Goodbye to the days
That slowly drawled on
While we swam in the pool
And soaked in the sun.
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Lots of smiles
Sips of beer
(I’d try to show off)
Taking a swig.
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While I remember the screaming
After dinner time, a lot.
Remember the intensity
The anger
Oh, and my fear.
How badly I wanted you to stop.
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I’d run to my room and
Cry crawled up in a ball,
Small…
Not much a little girl can do,
But feel it all.
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The boys would come to comfort.
So “funny” how I can forget,
Yet now, I remember all the days,
The noise,
The words.
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I still wonder why
Third grade, I’d wake up to you
Making me cry,
Every morning before school,
But you saw me in a letter.
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Was it really me
That acted so badly?
Or did you need to
Be better?
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Because now I do it too;
I do it too and it makes me hate me,
It makes me hate you.
It makes me hate and
Hate until someone feels it too.
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He yelled at her and him,
Who yelled at him,
Who yelled at him,
Who yelled at me.
4 fathers cyclically
Accuse and I’ve no one,
Myself, to abuse.
Beat me up while I
Try to remain strong,
While you sing the song
“I’m crazy” as if,
It wasn’t you all along.
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Now here I am learning
To unlearn, to try to quit,
Since I’ve spread it to someone else
That I too love, because this
Is how the story goes my dove.
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Confusion is no
Illusion when you’re
Fearing who to hurt,
Burying them in the dirt,
While kissing the tears that
Endlessly ran down their shirt.
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