Claustrophobia

Having to be so strong for so long

Only for the people to see

But behind closed doors I melt

I melt like an ice cube in the sun

The tears gripping my face as they run down my cheeks

They bring me relief

... but for just a moment

Until I realize I'm unhappy

Disappointment, pain, and grief cover me like a bride's veil

It is so hard for me to breathe

I’m drowning in this agony

When will this veil be lifted

When will I be free

When will happiness live within me