Cashmere
By Alexandra Sedlak
Today I cried 27 times
Once for all of the different categories of my life
I’m convinced I’m failing at
Please don’t correct my grammar
at which I’m failing..?
28 times
As it turns out
one of the many things I’ve been avoiding
is of course
the very thing I needed
and the most comforting thing
I could have ever asked for
My literal lifeline
My hypothetical coffee and cashmere
It wasn’t my favorite candle that makes the wood crackle sound
It wasn’t binge-watching my favorite murder show
in the comfort of my own home
It wasn’t even positive affirmations
or lavender oil
It was asking for help
cringe.
when I least wanted to
God -
I didn’t want to.
and being met with
compassion
It was tentatively reaching out a hand
in the dead, cold dark
and being met with
another hand
Isn't it funny how
being held by a steady gaze
in the ugliest moments
when you don't feel worthy enough
of being seen
is far more cashmere
than cashmere itself?
About the Creator
Alexandra Sedlak
Indie Rock Artist l Actor l Filmmaker l Witch
Nashville, TN
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