by yours truly

I thought it was time to share some poetry with you guys that I have kept very much hidden and locked away. Hopefully, you can enjoy these very deep poems I’ve written and never showed anyone :)

Mundus

there is a universe in my head

infinite worlds

of clothes, intrusive thoughts, boys, grades, friends, ideas, thoughts i will never share, fear of losing time, shoes, curiosity, inspiration, depression, what ifs, why nots, fuck its, anxiety,

asteroids made up of words that i use to destroy myself

galaxies of insecurities

stars that blink with uncertainty and hope, dying one by one

but in this chaos there is calm, silence, beauty

so unnerving that even i can’t comprehend so why do i expect others to?

Glass Shards

all i wanted was for you to pick up my broken pieces

but i guess that was too much to ask from a boy who was whole

because you were scared to cut your hands

on my rough edges

Ebrietas

when they said love was a drug

i didn’t believe them

but tonight

with you

i feel so intoxicated, i can’t see or walk straight

i’m slurring my words

and like an addict all i want is more, more, more

of you