But... You

I've waited so long

For someone like you to come along.

I thought he had

Then I saw you.

Didn't even speak words yet

Yet I had so much I wanted to say

You just carried on

And I kept thinking

I'd leave and you'd still be in my mind

I quit tasting food

I quit paying attention to the road

I took a little longer to think in the shower

I'd lay in bed at night

With only thoughts of you

Only you

My days became engulfed

Flooded with the warmness in your smile

And the love I see in your eyes

Before we broke the awkward barrier

I was already thinking of you

In another life

I swear we knew each other

I look at you and only feel..

That stupid warm feeling that makes my belly flip

That shit you only read about

And we almost ended whatever this is

And holy fuck

I've always been on my own

I was okay being alone in life

Until I met you.

I can't express the fear I have of losing you.

I'm falling more and more each day.

Nothing prepared me for what happened

But whatever it is, I hope it never stops.