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Burnt Into The Light Of Day

Coping Mechanism

By Sarah WilcoxPublished 2 years ago • Updated 2 years ago • 1 min read
Captured by Author: Sarah Wilcox

Some of my dreams

Should never see the light of day

But this one’s burned in

It just won’t go away

———

To vent means to air it out

Maybe give me a bit of peace

So hopefully with this

The tension gets to release

———

It starts hiding in my closet

A little girl, maybe seven years old

I’m punishing myself

Cause I never do what I’m told

———

It’s the only comfort I can find

When my mind floats to the darkness

I become nothing

An abyss

———

To spare you the details

Shall save you some tears

That little girl stayed silent

For far too many years

———

Until it became a burden too heavy

She had to unload the weight

But when she pulled the trigger

The universe showed that wasn’t her fate

———

She would grow

And she would shrink

For many more years

All she would do is think

———

With time she learned

It wasn’t reckless to hope

Somehow, being vulnerable

Became her way to cope

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Authors Note:

Word Count (excluding note): 174

Most importantly, Thank you so much for reading! Sharing my writing on Vocal has been an amazing journey that is only just getting started. I hope you subscribe and enjoy my wandering ways. Dabbling in different genres but always thought provoking.

If you could please take a moment to comment what you do or don’t like about this piece I would greatly appreciate it. I believe constructive criticism leads to growth!

If you enjoyed this piece you may also like my dialogue poem “The Voice That Doesn't Speak”

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Sarah Wilcox

Momma 🐺 of two feral girls!

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