I looked for something
I couldn’t find
It lingered somewhere
Within my mind
But as I grasped
My hand delayed
The image there
At once betrayed
Another dream
Another loss
Another desire
Another cross
That I never
chose to bear
This curse I feel
A fractured mirror
To have a mind
That once was whole
To know its peace
To feel its soul
But all these words
Just drive me mad!!!
The war I live.
“How sad! How sad!”
But do you have
Any fucking clue?!
The hell I live
My mind unglued
Each second thought:
“Is this alright?”
“no. No. NO. NO!!!
That won’t suffice!”
“Here! Do this!”
“…or no?.. do that!”
“But wait… it’s wrong?”
“Or stop..! What’s that?”
“Ha. Ha. Ha!
You fucking suck!
You’re never going
To get unstuck.”
God, do you
even care?
This hell I live
Consumed in fear.
Each day I wake
Under your wrath
How can I breathe?
How can I act?
Woe is me
For I am lost.
Won’t another
Please take this cross?
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AJ Coyne
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