Broken

“Wait! Don’t leave me here! Please, come back and lift me up once again! Come back and embrace me like you never left. Don’t keep me here like this! My brokenness is showing. My pieces are scattered all around me. Be careful not to step on them when you walk towards me. I can’t grab them all at once and the pain is too much to comprehend. I felt neglected. I felt embarrassed. I felt abused. How could you just walk away like that?! I’m in utter disbelief. I am grieving the loss of us. I am distorted. I’m coming undone. I can’t take much more of it. Why do you always make yourself scarce when I need you? My body is trembling. My words falter. My thoughts are nonstop stop. I lay here bleeding out in front of you and all you can do is smile from ear to ear. The vindictive grin leaves me crippled. The words rain down on me like flaming arrows with no protection from them. I am open and exposed. I felt you move inside of me. I felt you rip my heart out of my chest as you crush it under your heel. It didn’t matter to you. It meant nothing to you. I’m torn. I’m shattered. I’m useless to you. You’ve drained me dry. I have nothing left to give to you. I struggle to keep up. I barely have a heartbeat. The life has been sucked out of me by you. You left me for dead. How could you do it”?