I remember visiting the Mammoth Cave in Kentucky
when I was 13 years old.
Clad in a plaid shirt and shapeless jeans,
the younger version of myself
soaked in the tour guide's didactic instructions
and musings - he said,
"stalagmites form from the ground up
("G for ground")
stalactites form from the ceiling down."
The stalagmites in my Life --
god
him
family
came crumbling down in the course of a night,
or did it erode over time
yet I was too blind to see?
How do you make straight
what is so tortuous and bent out of shape
How do you iron out
the kinks
the serpentine path
the devastating digressions
the accidents
the mistakes
the wrong turns
the plethora of dead ends?
Drowning in wine I tried,
but no more.
My body screams for a respite
and the older version of myself
yearns to return to the cave
of my youth,
and seek refuge and comfort in the terrestrial formations
that seemed so sure and absolute and indestructible Evermore --
the signs of my youth
About the Creator
Susan Lee
I graduated from Stanford University in 2002 with a BA in International Relations and a minor in Psychology and have a Masters in International Affairs from Georgetown University.
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