Bad Kid Wonderland Brain
A poem about judgment, creativity, and ADHD--and what it feels like when we don't make space for neurodivergence.
Colored outside the lines again
Choked
On black and white rules
Can’t get it right
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Judges say it's easy
Just try--Don't be lazy
And I’m like
Oh my god--Stop
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Easy just and lazy
Those four-letter
Ableist curses
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I’ve heard ADHD
Called invisible--That's funny
Cuz my sins pull focus
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Too much--Too loud--Can't keep up
She's a mess
Branded bad kid
Out of line
She’s not even trying
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Textbook symptoms can't keep quiet
Flashing yellow--Caution
Don't play with her
Take warning
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And I'm like--Please--Stop
I heard you--It hurts
Look
Thin skin
Bruised blue
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Like last-minute homework
I'm returned--Rejected
Scarred in red pen
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Standing
Alone on the gallows
Lit yellow--blue--red
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Facing judges--always--again
All lined up--Armed
In matching black and white
Dressed to kill
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Enough
Burn that script
Blood dried
I'm done
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I won't plead
This time
I'm telling you
Keep your noose off my neck
Look--Reflect
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Here--I brought us a mirror
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Judges
Meet yourselves
Cold-eyed and captive
Gripping skeleton keys
To self-made cages
White and black looking back
All wearing tragedy's mask
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And me
Already
I'm gone like Alice
Chasing bright magic chaos
Primary colors--Wonderland brain
All options--No lines needed
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See
While you met your own
White wigs--black robes and masks
I escaped through the glass
About the Creator
Katey Ferreira
I have Mars in Aries in my chart, so you can probably blame that.
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