Bad Guy
Challenge: Say it Plainly
i'm the bad guy
because my honesty
maker Your tongue sharper
it's me
because when i say
the wrong thing
Your blood boils
You can't contain
the heat
it's my fault
Your words pierce
through me
like a dagger
i'm to blame
for Your reactions
to my problems
and when You yell
until my cheeks are salty
Your eyes hollow
soul empty
i turn numb
the only thing i can be
i stare into nothing
as Your razor sharp words
get thrown at me
maybe this is where
i find internal peace
in the midst of chaos
as You trample my heart
i retract mentally
to be alone
~
when you talk to Others
you are totally different
you laugh and smile
but i do not exist
not in a world
where you are happy
and as i sit beside you
loneliness engulfs me
moments you love Me
are when I game with you
when I open my legs for you
but I am so numb
I feel nothing at all
no love
no pain
no joy
no shame
no fear
fuck...
I need to get out of here
About the Creator
Tanya Leij
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