Awake With My Eyes Shut

We walked through a doorway

to find stairs

and drunk buffoons falling

in there

around the bend to the top

is a shop

with twenty plus asians

laying flat

and we sat

in the next doorway.

I took pictures

using the camera on my phone

to share this memory

of my own

and show the image

to my friend,

but it was the sky

and this was all pretend.

Lucid fate

I see her face

half awake

back to black mind state

while visions change shape.

Through our eyes

we see reality

like crying spies

cursing formality

until we die.