An Uncertain Affair

When you ask, "Do you love me... dear?"

I wonder. I don't have words to deliver.

Though I am in love... for sure,

But there is some reluctance

About this relationship..either

Or feeling insecure about the future.

I can't deprive some innocent persons

In exchange of my own satisfactions

For the sake of selfish pleasure or lusts

My decision is not wrong in all circumstances

To start a new love-life...with the fresh wishes

My desire is to grow old with you.

Although a real wall stands between us.

I don't know how to deal with the harm

And the hindrances yet to form.

The mind is covered by a gloomy cloud

On the Blue Horizon Lightning is waiting to be flashed out

A scary and thirsty thunderstorm will pour heavy rain

All the anxiety will be washed out into drain.

Only then I will groom myself...

For the happiest journey in my life..

However, things are now tentative and uncertain.