Amen
Wanted Blessings

Waking up in a feeble reality, I'm hoping for progression for me... So I close my eyes and just wish to live inside my dreams... Chamomile is what relaxes me when my anxiety gets the best of me... Feeling blue, and I forget to love myself. I wonder why you never stop loving me; I wonder what it is that you see inside me... You push my fears aside so that I can move along... Sometimes I feel lost or far from my destiny... Through the Anguish of the fallen Leaves, you continue to water me... Awakening me for another day, you say that you're not done with me... Throughout Alterity, you send messages from the universe signs telling me that I will succeed. When I feel stuck and empty, you fill my heart with glee. Why do you continue to comfort the imperfect me? I pray for you to open my eyes so that I can see what you like about me... Just when I think the road is clear for me, obstacles fall in front of me blocking me... My tears no longer want anything to do with me... I walk alone, and my sentiments continue to follow me... Although the pit wasn't bottomless, it's still hard to feel free... I'm patiently trying with consistency. Like a dollar bill ripped in half, hopelessness threatens me... Should I stay, where would I go, even if I decided to leave? Out in the wild because you've burned down what I thought was my house... The only thought in my head is, what do I do now? Maybe all you wanted was for me to stop trying to figure things out... So now, as I settle back and snuggle with optimism... All of a Sudden, In Comes The Blessings Raining Down On Me Changing My Identity...

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