Am I going to be alone?

Am I going to be alone?

In my own home

Just me staring at the bedroom walls

Thinking about my life falling so gracefully

Am I going to be alone for the rest of my life?

Is it obvious I’ll never be a wife?

Is it my life?

Alone life feels like a curse life

Doing nothing but be my boring useless self

Think of why my loneliness is meaningless

I tried to find that someone

But that someone ended with somewhere else

Or with someone else

I guess I am better off alone

Better alone

Is this it?

Me being alone in my room

Thinking of how my life is now nonexistent

Now that I am living alone

Everything is far off the distance

I have friends are living long distance

I have nobody

Just me, myself and I

I guess its the way it is

Me being alone