Always Low

oh how i wish my words were as eloquent as yours

bring me back down to earth

i wish i felt that my words were eloquent

i wish my worth meant i am worthy

of love and

of praise

of all that is true

i wish time was not excruciating

that life was not this facade

who wants to belong to these silly

meaningless

constructs

all faith in humanity is dwindling darling

and i am just here along for the ride

analyzing all that has ever happened

four million times over

babbling

feigning

searching

for all my wishes to come true

wishing is for silly little playthings

coloring scribble murals up and down your halls

and walls

walls all around us

wish i may

wish i might

anything you wish for darling

she will make come true tonight