Alien Structure

I can't consult a therapist

Cause they all say i'm already crazy

I'm exclusive - I'm lonely - or Difficult but happy

Only when my daydreams brings me where

I see what is behind the scene, being up there

Where all my pairs live in harmony

Down here I am breathing fuel and air

I hear cruelty and lots of I don't care

I imagine what's coming up next

Down here - Up there

The smoke they all share

For sugar they all care

But what about the days of fair?

The ones with purity and unity

Could it be real or it's only me?

That lives my hopes in merry

The real joy of being

The truth of living accordingly

In balance with our home;

Nature - Our Nature - The given nature

The one we are - The one we nurture;

Or, the one we destruct and unbuild

The choices we make or won't make

I'm deeply needy to connect

With my own clan and then

I will celebrate

Up there and down here - Shared custody of me

It is a miserable settled messed up plan

I'm done and healed

Soon ready to get off my feet

And fly with my crew.